Lambatnye hujung bulan...

Semalam, aku telah membuat keputusan impulsif yg membawa aku kepada suatu kenyataan, dapat gaji bulan ni, kereta keluar!

Tunggu dan lihat R35 ku nanti!

Woah, 12 tahun tak jumpa!

Seronok hari ni..

Siang gi shopping barangan keperluan harian.

Malam pergi rumah member dah tak jumpa 12 tahun. Encik Amri Ahmad. Last jumpa time awal form 4. Makin beso.. (dulu dah memang beso) dan makin takde rambut. Bengang gila dia aku melawak, "Hang umo 30 tahun ke?"

Pastu, balik rumah. Encik Shaiful Irwan pulak, datang rumah dengan moto beso. Last jumpa time tu gak le, sebelum aku masuk sekolah Kedah sana nun. Inspektor shahab dah si Epui sekarang... Same je, ade misai n muka bengis sikit. Perangai sama.

Wuih. Bersembang macam2. Syukur alhamdulillah dapat jumpa balik member2 sekolah menengah rendah ni..

Demoralised

Why in the heavens should an SE be responsible for user cannot login?
Automatically I was demoralized. Problems with switch is one, now this?

Fed-up man!

Luckily someone is jealous. hehe..

Erk?

Like the usual, I'm falling in love. Again!

This time, I'm feeling like it's mutual, like before but the 'before' has circumstances that both she and I cannot get over, and we agreed that we cannot be together. I rather not talk about it as it won't benefit anyone, as it'll bring more hurt to me and to her especially. The good thing is, we're still friends.

The 'now' is cool. Her opinion on love is that there's no such thing as love before marriage. Her stand on that is what makes me admire her more. She is kind of like the traditional Malay girl/woman, "Perempuan Melayu Terakhir" like they say. She's been growing on me since I've known her. But I've brushed the feeling off as at the time I was approaching this girl, and then that girl. When I was starting to get friendly with the 'before', I get the feeling that she was jealous of us.

I've already proposed, through middle-woman mind you. I was rejected. Haha, maybe she thought that I was rushing it. Actually I SMSed her about the engagement date, maybe she thought it was the wedding date, as I just asked her if "certain month" was alright, and no explanation provided. Serves me right for that.

Right now our middle-woman and middle-man said to take it slow. So I'm taking it slowly, one or none step at a time. I don't know what to do right now. We talk like there's nothing between us. I'm respecting her stand on not discussing it without middle-woman, so no lovey dovey talk or anything like that, strictly work related or if it's not, no touching on the love/engagement/marriage subject.

And what's more, I need to stop smoking! But the work pressure is making me smoke more. This is the product of procrastinating. All my fault, my bad!

Tertekan

Sampai bulan 12 ni aku akan tertekan.

Tertekan dengan deadline.

Tertekan dengan customer.

Tertekan dengan project manager.

Tertekan dengan vendor datacenter.

Tertekan dengan diri sendiri. Padan muka ye aku!

Entri Emosi

Walaupun mlm tadi aku dinner ngan awek, pastu sebelum tido siap mesej2 sambil ngantuk, aku bangun pagi tadi dalam pukul 5, aku merasakan hari ini merupakan hari hampeh aku.

Aku memang rasa nak melempang orang je arini. Super duper pissed off je arini. Kesan semalam dan kelmarin baru sampai. Lagging tak ingat punya slow...

Ade sesape yg sudi memberi pipi untuk di lempang?

Hampehnya

Tertinggal flight.

Salah KTM.

DEM!

Salam Eid

Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Fitri kepada pembaca blog aku yg ade 2 orang gitu kut.

Maaf terkasar bahasa segala, aku cuma manusia yang sengal. Ampun maaf dipinta dari hujung rambut hingga ke hujung kaki.

Terima kasih Ramadhan yang telah memberi begitu banyak pengalaman kepada aku. Semoga dapat bertemu lagi di tahun hadapan.

Sifar - sifar ye kawan2!!

p/s: Seminggu lebih kita takkan jumpa ni... Jaga diri dan perlakuan. Saya pon akan jaga gak.

Rasa nak nangis

Aku rasa nak nangis gembira!

18 ~ 24 bulan lagi!

Berusaha Jamal berusaha!

Proxy susah eh?

Menahan kemahuan sangat susah.

Orangnya dekat, tapi tak boleh nak bagitahu.

Saya ikut je, dah awak nak macam tu.

Jadi saya ikut proxy, 2 proxy pulak tu... Harap takde loss ye!

Bila nak pakai tudung tu? Nak tengok....